Myopic Thoughts

Hoy era uno de mis mejores días, desde que sólo el profesor de bioquímica apareció. Era capaz de atar un paseo con Giovanni de camino a casa.

Yo no puedo parar el pensamiento acerca de ella, por qué ella cambió de repente. Soy tan débil de tratar de entender por qué todo que era precioso a mí empecé dando vueltas en espiral abajo el desaguadero.

Regrese por favor. espalda ..come a mí. Yo le pierdo. Yo le necesito. Te quiero. Nadie sabe la tristeza que yo me siento cada vez que la luz se apaga, cuando estoy solo, frente al vacío y la desesperación. Yo no quiero perderle.

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Ok, sentimental ranting is over… ‘don’t wanna crap all over the place…

Here’s my LSS of the day:

Halleluja -Bamboo

Ano nang balita sa radyo at tv?
Ganun parin kumakapa sa dilim
Minsan naisip ko nang umalis nalang dito
Kalimutan ang lahat, lumipad, lumayo, oh

Bato bato sa langit, ang tamaan huwag magalit
Alam naman natin kung sino ang tuso
Sa bawat sumpang umiiyak, singil ko ay piso
Sa bawat lumuluhang dukha, alay ko’y dugo

May kasama ka kapatid, kaibigan

Hanggat ako’y humihinga
May pag-asa pa..

Ohoo Ohoooo…
Halleluuu, hallelujaaah
Sinong sawa, sinong galit
Sumigaw ngayong gabi
Halleluuu, Hallelujaah
Halellujah

Blinded by the light
to see these faces in front of me.
Yes we have, and we begin we are the scars from within
Im ashamed of what I become in the mirror,
The face of my one true enemy
Hallelujah! Some music!
Let’s Take control!
If I have to take this message door to door
See myself in every soul!
With the mission
I’ll make this my personal mission!
Save me from the fire, from the fire,
Save me from the fire!

Ngayong gabi
Ako ang sundalo mo
Habang ika’y tulog
Ako’y gising nakabantay sa iyo,
Kasi mahal kita, kita mo,
Pag-ibig ko sayo lamang…

May kasama ka kapatid, kaibigan

Hanggat ako’y humihinga
May pag-asa pa..
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Lights out.

Today’s monumentally "mental" for me. I performed my first-ever "surgery": I took out Peter’s (that’s what we christened the cadaver) heart. To top it off, Dr. Baes (my prof) commended me for cleanly dissecting the different vessels surrounding it, and for being the first to extract it from the thorax. Lots of bloody action! Makes me wonder how I would fare with a real patient.

After all that carnage I had steak for dinner. Ayos. Sikmura, elib na ko sayo. Tindi mo tsong!

My scalpel. Man…I didn’t know I had such a knack for making clean cuts, especially with major and minor muscle pairs. I dunno, but doing these - dissecting, having late night reviews, turning in excellent quizzes, actually gaining interest in my anatomy and biochemistry subjects - somehow, they help me forget how much of a loser I am…